Turn the Volume Down
When Ava lifted her history poster out of her bag, her stomach dropped. One corner was bent, a photo had peeled away and a blue marker line had smudged across the title. She had spent two nights making it neat, and now it looked messy before the class walk-through even began. Heat rushed into her face. ‘You have got to be kidding,’ she said, louder than she meant to. She pushed her chair back with a scrape and stared at the poster as if it had betrayed her.
A few students looked over. Ava could feel the reaction growing bigger inside her, like a speaker turned up too high. She wanted to snap the folder shut, tell Mr Benson she was done and blame the whole day for going wrong. Her hands were already moving fast, grabbing at the loose photo and making the paper wobble more. ‘This always happens,’ she muttered. The words were not really true, but in that moment they felt true because her disappointment was so strong.
Zara, who sat beside her, leaned in and spoke quietly. ‘Hang on,’ she said. ‘Remember the volume dial thing from health?’ Ava blinked. Last week, their class had talked about matching a reaction to the size of a problem, instead of letting every feeling blast out at full volume. A tiny problem did not need a giant response. Zara pointed at the bent corner. ‘This is annoying,’ she said, ‘but is it a level ten problem?’ Ava let out a short breath. It was not. It was more like a level three or four: frustrating, yes, but fixable.
That thought did not erase her feelings, but it did change them. Ava put both hands flat on the desk and took one slower breath, then another. She looked again, this time more carefully. The poster was not ruined. The title could still be read. The photo only needed glue. The bent corner could be pressed down under a book for a minute. Once she stopped treating the problem like a disaster, she could finally see its actual size. ‘Okay,’ she said, her voice quieter now. ‘I think I can sort this.’
Mr Benson walked over with the glue stick and a strip of clean card. ‘Good reset,’ he said. ‘What needs fixing first?’ Ava almost said, ‘Everything,’ but stopped herself. That answer belonged to her big reaction, not the real situation. ‘The photo,’ she replied. ‘Then the corner.’ She glued the edge, slid the poster under a workbook and used the card to cover the smudged line with a neat label. The room around her no longer felt sharp and noisy. It felt normal again.
By the time the class began walking around to view one another’s work, Ava’s poster was not perfect, but it was ready. More importantly, so was she. Zara gave her a quick smile. ‘Volume dial?’ she whispered. Ava nodded. She had not pretended the annoyance was nothing, and she had not let it take over either. On the way home, she thought about how quickly feelings can surge, and how useful it is to turn them down just enough to match the problem in front of you.
Check your vocabulary knowledge
- jolted v.
- shocked or upset suddenly
- smudged adj.
- marked in a blurry, smeared way
- frustration n.
- upset feeling when something goes wrong
- erase v.
- remove completely
- surge v.
- rise strongly and suddenly